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Finished Rose's Hair Salon signs last night. I had to paint with lead based paint, so that was fun. I found out lots of stuff about my stepfather. I would like to call him Dad someday. He has been more of a father to me then my real dad the boozehound. I found out my stepfather was in the Korean war and Vietnam, he and two of his buddys signed up for duty. One died in action another overdosed on milaria pills and commited suicide. I talked to my mother last night about how sometimes I want to just pack up some books and composition books and move out into the woods. I feel closer to the animals than people. "I always wanted to be a hermitess." My mother said with a smile. "Hermitess, huh?" I shot back at her. "yeah, a female hermit." And here I thought Hermit was a unisex word. Schooled by my own mom. urg. I feel guilty for not writing in my journal more than I should. But on the bright side of things, I will be getting internet soon at my flat. So then I will be updating this on a daily basis. I think that I am destined to drive myself crazy.
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