grrrr my daddy said
I am having too much reality as of late. Waaaaay too much of it, and its killing my non-sequitor charm that has made me famous (well at least in my own mind) I feel like a sponge that has soaked up too much evil,negative,waste,spoiled,crap. I need to be dunked in water and squeezed real good.

I am having problems with my lexapro. I want off of it.

I am in the last stages of moving, I should be done with that on saturday, I hope.

I just don't feel fun. I don't feel attractive.I don't feel...uh....a bunch of other things.

You see! So much of reality has hampered my descriptive abilities!

(ok, so I put that attractive bit in so maybe I would get a note in my guestbook saying I am. so I am pathetic today...what's new.)

Today is friday and I should be happy with that knowledge. But I really don't want to be at work...I want to be forward in time when fall is already here and the leaves have changed and the air smells clean and crisp.

I guess I will feel better after I get done moving. But I want to be done with it.

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